Sometimes i just wonder whether everything in life is even worth it. I mean its great to see your work being appreciated and all that, but is it really cool when you do all the work and someone else gets all the credits? Frankly speaking, it makes no sense. It just sort of makes you lose hope really. I remember, during high school, i used to study a lot. A real lot when term started. I used to literally study without a break for the whole day. Doing innumerable math problems for home work. And this girl in class would just copy my solved sums and announce in class that she had finished her entire hw. You feel deflated when such things happen. It's almost like being betrayed. A content betrayal. She never felt what she did was wrong. I guess she would have laughed if i told her.
